4×11 – Dawson´s Tao | The Tao Of Dawson

Dawson: (in his letter to Gretchen) Dear Gretchen, I really enjoyed talking to you in your room today. Try not to be nervous about starting high school. I know you’re going to find people that understand you. There’s something that I didn’t get a chance to tell you. There’s someone truly special in my life that I can’t stop thinking about. She’s unlike anyone I’ve ever met. Smart and funny and beautiful and just knowing that she’s in my life has given me this constant fluttering that keeps me awake at night. When I think about who I can talk to about this, who will understand, the only person that comes to mind is you. And that’s a problem because you are the one that I feel this way about. I think about you constantly, every little thing you do. The Elvis Costello sticker you put on your spiral notebook, the way your bangs have grown out every day now for 6 months until Monday when you were finally able to put it all in a ponytail. Today when you invited me to stay and talk to you after Pacey left, it occurred to me that you must think of me too. If I tried to tell anyone else, they would say that you and I are impossible, that our lives are too different, that we could never be right for each other. But we understand each other and we care about each other and years from now I believe that we still will. Your friend forever, love, Dawson.